Tuesday, September 30, 2014

The Great Gatsby, Reading Response


                Many books contain symbols that give deeper meanings to the story to make them good. The Great Gatsby By F. Scott Fitzgerald, was one of them. This book portrayed characters with the names of Jay Gatsby, Nick, George Wilson, and many others. This was a story of how these two different men became friends and how both of these men seem to fall in love with the wrong people. Fitzgerald included symbols on the rich peoples live in comparison to poor people using symbols. The symbols that were found made the story unique in its own way and created an in depth conclusion on how the characters thought in the1920s world that they lived in.
                One of the symbols that were found in the pages of this book was the green light. In the book, the green light was attached to the end of Gatsby’s dock; this light represented the hopes and dreams for the future. For instance, when Nick was looking at Gatsby, it quotes, “—he stretched out his arm toward the dark water in a curious way, and, far as I was from him, I could have sworn he was trembling. Involuntarily I glanced seaward—and distinguished nothing except a single green light...” This shows that Gatsby had deep feelings to the light at the end of his dock. He might have been hoping for something for his hands had been trembling, many people in the world do have a keen eye for things or objects that hold deeper meaning for them. Also, towards the end of the book when Nick is looking at Gatsby’s lawn, mourning his death, he says, “I thought of Gatsby’s wonder when he picked out the green light at the end of the dock. He had come a long way to this blue lawn, and his dream must have been so close that he could hardly fail to grasp it.” When Nick thinks that, it showed to the readers that Gatsby had held onto the spark of the green light and that he believed in it. He used the light to think about the future before him and he followed his dreams. The symbol of the green light represents dreams and how people can hold on to them as long as they keep that light glowing brightly.
                One of the very important symbols that were discovered in the book was the valley of ashes. The valley of ashes was a place where all the characters in the book had to pass through in order to get into town. It represents the moral and social decay hidden by the West, and East Egg, the place where the characters live. For example, in the book, Nick passes by the valley of ashes and describes its look, “This is a valley of ashes – a fantastic farm where ashes grow like wheat into ridges and hills and grotesque gardens; where ashes take the forms of houses and chimneys and rising smoke and, finally, with a transcendent effort, of ash-grey men, who move dimly and already crumbling through the powdery air.” The figures that were mentioned in this quote were most likely written to represent the main characters in the book. The ashes represented the dead with self- centered and arrogant bodies that were rising within. Also, the book had many horrid things take place near the valley of ashes, including the death of George Wilsons’s wife and arguments between the rich and the poor. The valley of ashes and the constant trouble that brew down in there represented how the moral and social things started to decay, and how that place is full of life’s bad moments.
                The last symbol that was infused with the book was the eyes of Dr. Tj Eckleburg. The eyes symbolized God, through George Wilson. It represented how God seemed to look over Wilson. For example, in the book when Wilson passes by the billboard with Eckleburg’s eyes, he recounts to Michaelis what he said to Myrtle after finding out about her affair, “and I said ‘God knows what you’ve been doing, everything you’ve been doing. You may fool me, but you can’t fool God!’… ‘It’s just a billboard.’” As you can probably see, Wilson looks up to the billboard of Dr. Tj Eckleburg’s eyes and thinks of God who apparently knew everything and sent a sign to Wilson about it. This symbolizes how a simple billboard can have so much meaning to a person and can’t be brought down by another. In a way, when Wilson thinks of the billboard as the eyes of God which also shows how he always thinks and needs someone to rely on even if it was indeed just a billboard. Also, in the book when it writes about Wilson passing by the billboard, it mentions that it was located in the valley of ashes. Even then, Wilson had still believed that God was there looking down to him and protected him by warning about Myrtle who was about to die. The eyes kind of represented Wilson’s savior and comforter. In the real world, the billboard would have acted as a conscience of Wilson’s that looked over him.
                All in all, this book held three symbols that represented characters thoughts that led to deeper meanings throughout the book. One of these symbols was a green light that represented the hopes and dreams of both Gatsby in the book and America in the real world. The other was the valley of ashes which represented the moral and social decay of rich people to poor people in both the book as well as the real world. And lastly, the eyes of Dr. Tj Eckleburg had represented God that can be looked upon as a conscience to people inside the book as well as people who seek reassurance in the outside world. This book, The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald, represented many symbols and current life issues that were hidden in deeper meaning that were resolved by the characters throughout the whole book.
Julia Nowak 811


Tuesday, September 16, 2014

If I Stay, Reading Response

 In the story, If I Stay, by Gayle Forman, contains many emotional scenes that shape a girl’s life. Mia Hall, a teenage girl who had everything, a family, a loving boyfriend, and an assured future in music. Yet all of that is taken away right after a massive car crash that left her in a deep coma. Her brother, sister, and mother immediately die and the outcome is destructive. Throughout the whole story, Mia is in a coma but writes the story through her own eyes as a ghost. In the beginning of the book Mia feels as though there isn't anyone who can give her a reason to stay or not, but at the end she realizes a deeper meaning that family isn't just blood.
In the beginning of the book, Mia’s close family dies in the book and she doesn't care about anything else and just wants to die. She believed that nobody cared about her and that life wasn’t worth living. For example, in the book it says, “I’m staring at myself, at the “live” Mia now, lying in her hospital bed. I feel a burst of fury. If I could slap my own lifeless face, I would. Instead, I sit down in the chair and close my eyes wishing it all away.” In this quote, Mia doesn’t care about her own life and just wants it to go away. This relates to many people who also want life to go away. She is in a coma and she’s completely oblivious to herself and her life. Also, in the book when Mia was watching her grandparents, boyfriend, and her best friend, she completely ignored and told herself that life wasn’t worth living. She didn’t care that all of those people appeared for her, she just ignored them and stopped thinking about how her life might end if she doesn’t stop caring. As the story progressed Mia changed and realized many new things.
At the end of the book, Mia had changed her feelings and attitude towards others. She realizes that having a family doesn’t just consist of blood relatives but of other people as well. For instance, in the book, Mia watches her boyfriend, Adam, and her best friend sit by her side, reassuring her. The sat by her and kept on talking about their love for her. Mia had watched them the whole time and felt welcome and for once, she thought that her life might be just bearable even though her parents and little brother died in a car crash. I thought that Mia was really strong in this part of the book because even though she felt like her whole world was falling apart, she came out strong and realized who part of her family was too. Also, in the book, after her grandfather told her it was ok to let go, she says, “This is the first time that anyone had acknowledged what I have lost.” I think that this shows how Mia is finally realizing that if she decides to wake up, somebody will be there to take care of her and actually take in the fact that she had lost a lot. This part also explains how Mia believes again in her other family, the ones that she hadn’t lost.
Overall, this book, by Gayle Forman, represented the way a person can see that there will always be a person there for you and how family isn’t just blood relatives but also friends that keep you close. In the beginning, Mia believed that dying was the better option because nobody cared for her, but towards the end she finally realized that there are people who will stick by her side and people who truly care for her in time of need. This book really relates to other kids who have gone through this and have also realized that there may be a lot of people who will stick by them the way Mia’s family did. This book, was a representative of the meaning of true family and how Mia realized that friends are family too and will always love you.
                                                                                          Julia Nowak 811